Most of you might have known this by now, I am an extremely volatile individual. I am equally unpredictable, which is why I don’t have many close friends. But this girl, Laura, she is changing me.
She keeps me calm and composed in almost every situation. I can just sit and watch her eat, without saying a single thing and will still be entertained (creepy much?). She makes me feel like I have known her all my life. I can have an intelectual conversation with this woman and not get bored. She has the most amazing laughter and her eyes are just beautiful.
The best part of this whole situation is that I ignored this woman when we were schooling together. I tried talking to her, but eventually gave up as she was too difficult to read ( I observe people. Alot.). After nearly four years, I found out that there was so much to this angel that I should have known.
What I am trying to say is, never judge someone just because of a first impression. We all do it (i am a judgemental fuck). There are so many interesting characters just walking past you everyday. If I had not given myself a chance to find out more about this girl, I would not have been this happy. I have never been this happy for the longest of times.
Do you know what I do everyday while im in the bus going on those insanely long journeys to and fro work? I observe the other passengers. Just ask yourself this one question, which I ask myself everyday,
"You are thinking about this day, based on your perspective. What do you think the person next to you is thinking?"
How similar are we? Or how different? We might have been having a shitty day, but they guy sitting across you might have just lost his job.
I used to lose my shit ever so often. My baby has made me steady. This is my entry for the woman I have been searching for all my life.
Re-evaluate your life and maybe you will see the world with a clearer set of eyes. Good night, audience.